Episode 20 - Chapter 15, "A Lot Less Ugly Than Expected"
In this two parter, Scottie reads from Chapter 15 "A lot Less Ugly Than Expected" (which BT-Dubs is a quote from Scottie's infamous cousin Tommy - but that's another story) which gets into the notion that knowing who you are, and being who you are takes some time to... well, master? It'd be a different story if it was that proverbial log that one falls off, or even the bike that one rides. Instead it has been a lifetime long game of tug-a-war with the mind, and if you take a moment to adjust your grip? Yeesh!
Part 1 - "The Rollercoaster"
Scottie reads from Chapter 15 - "A lot less Ugly than Expected" - which delves into the ten steps forward, one step back thingy, that was a part of Scottie's experience of coming out.
Part 2 - "Let's get one thing straight"
Marcy's response is a question for Scottie - was she afraid of what other's might think? or what she thought? Scottie is able to shed some light on the second guessing that IS many trans people's experience... This s one thing in one's personal life, and another altogether in a career where everyone thinks you are... well, the dude.